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2008 Olympics,what's wrong with China?

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 12:06:03 GMT

As I had written some days before,2008 is an special year for all of Chinese people,and also for the people who have always concerned with the Olympic Games.However now,it has also caused the attention of the people who fights against peace and who keeps a bias towards China.

I have ever read an article named Western Journalists,Why You Misunderstand China? It gives many examples of the foreign journalists' misunderstanding towards China's reality.That's OK,we have different cultures and different conceptions,so it doesn't matter that you disagree with our world view,it is your right to express your idea.But after the disturbance happened in Tibet,what have you done to China?For the sake of providing yourselves with the evidence to consure China's human rights,you forged the pictures and reports to slander us and also take every chance to incite people to reject Beijing Olympics.The belief to be factualism in your journalism have been just like a feigned slogan from that moment on.Tell me,the great western journalists,why you misconstrue China?

The 2008 Olympics,which we Chinese have been looking forward for a long time,is just a symbol of peace.We only want to enjoy an international ceremony as we have done when every Olympic Game took place before. We have sent our best wishes to every host country for the success of the ceremony in former years,but this year,should we receive the gossips in return?Should all our effort to be an employable host be paid back by the absurd rejection?We won the bid to hold Olympic Games through the fair competition,why you always try to deprive it in an unfair way?We have done nothing wrong,why we should seffer from the remors because of the bias?But even when we become the victim like this,our premier still believed "the smiles of 1.3 billion people in front of the world will be reciprocated by the smiles of the people from all over the world."So please don't always criticise that there is something wrong with China,look back once in a while to think about what's wrong with yourselves?

The honorific journalists,you can suspect of China's human rights,you can suspect of China's evironmental problem,but never come to the conclusion before you see it by your own eyes.It is our responsibility to give the world a grand ceremony in 2008,and also it is your obligtion to show a real China to the world!

how could we deal with everything?

Thu, 20 Mar 2008 06:27:30 GMT

I have overcome a period of downturn these days while my country is still experiencing the difficult time.

The disarster of snow,the turbulence of the stock market,the disturbances in Tibet,the murder happened on the Chinese students abroad in France and the long-time separate between mainland of China and Taiwan.Too many tragedies are stricking the whole China as well as the base line of every Chinese's endurance.How could we deal with everything ?

2008 is a special moment for China, which we have looking forward for really a long time.But it seems that nothing goes well.We are only praying for a propitious year, a peaceful environment and an integrated homeland.Could all these pure-hearted wishes can only be changed into ceaseless despairs?

NO,we must welcome a brand new day tomorrow.we believe so and have implicit faith in the sincerity of all Chinese people.We all have the moments of desperation.But when we face them head on,that's when we find out just how strong we really are.Then if you ask me how we could deal with everthing again.I will tell you:we Chinese,will hold together to overcome every difficult moment with steadfast belief and courage.

依然范特西

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 08:21:40 GMT

如果曾经录音机里有《八度空间》，有《七里香》，那只是为了成全友谊所要求的爱屋及乌。而当时，如果电脑里载满了《十一月的肖邦》，那就是个由违心到真心的转折点。如果现在耳边传来的都是《依然范特西》，那周杰伦就真的把名字刻在我的音乐排行的首位了。

在聆听与丢弃只在一秒之间流行乐坛，更多的人选择了周杰伦，因为他是中国风潮的最后一张王牌。我一向认为，JAY是个颠覆大师，颠覆现实，颠覆完美，颠覆一些为人知或不为人知的苍凉。我喜欢他歌词里的悲怆，喜欢他旋律中的忧伤，在姚灼得氛围中散发出一点点末日的味道，华丽却残酷，危险而致命。而这张《依然范特西》仿佛毅然把末日推向了极致——黑暗，抑或是光明。

从当年《范特西》到如今的《依然范特西》，JAY究竟是想重复经典还是颠覆经典，我们不得而知，但是周杰伦这一路走来的成就有目共睹。一个将HIP-POP和中国风完美结合的歌手，至今才让我们寻觅到他为自己所铺设的信念轨迹，于是那些不能免俗的徽章在他手中只能显得微凉——虚伪的收场。如果JAY的歌曾经垄断的每个人心中最真实的悲凉，那么这一次，他用同样的方法风干了最后一道悲伤。

destory

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 14:43:13 GMT

   My life becomes worse and worse to me.There are really something wrong with me.It seems that i can't do anything well.The sad feeling comes to me from time to time.
   I was trying to host an English program in the radio station,but maybe i had failed.The station leader told me that there are some place need to be modified and it just need to be delaied.Although I always told myself it was just a try,when my ability was negatived,i really felt hurt.
   I want to say i am not tough at all.Although I am not that kind of person who cannot put up myself with criticism,the unceasing attacks badly destroied me.My spirit nearly got collapsed.I had arguments with everybody ,even with my friends.No wonder I had hurt them,but the apology seems accomplished nothing,so I choose dumbness.
   When can it be over,I can not bear this situation any further?

Shawshank Redemption

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 13:51:59 GMT

灵魂的救赎如同一场生命的革命，我仿佛觉得世界罪恶地颠倒着，灵魂的善良与否和自由不成正比。监狱里的一切都弥漫着阴郁，但是却坚信 there are places in the world that aren’t made out of stone， there is something inside that they can’t get to,that is hope 。反而是贪婪拥有自由的统治者才是真正的撒旦，i'm the light of the world?这样的light却才是真正黑暗的角落。

肉体可以得到赦免，灵魂可以得到赦免，人性可以得到赦免，赦免不了的是习惯成自然的体制化。老布是个悲剧，灵魂和肉体都已经完全体制化的他却在垂暮之年却被放逐出体制之外，赦免却成了残忍——因为……the hopeless."Brooks was here",of course,but just always be here.瑞得重获终究获得了自由，希望的信念在安迪的启发下一点点被点燃，啤酒、音乐，再平凡的事都会是自由。而安迪，crawled through a river of shit and came out clean on the other side,Andy Dufresne,headed for the Pacific.

我忽然觉得斯蒂芬`金是一个天才，他始终是在告诉我们：选择希望还是绝望，一切都只在你我心中。get busy living or get busy dying.

笑红尘

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 07:39:18 GMT

我记得金庸先生曾经说过，他所写的所有作品都只有一个字，那就是“侠”！江山，美人，如果真的只是一个“侠”字当道，那么人生有多么潇洒。今天看了金庸武侠女性人物的数字飚榜，荣登榜首的居然是颇受争议的变态女人——东方不败！且不论这个人的心理，至少这个人物所涵盖的，有情感，有野心，也有侠义，只是他选择了目空一切来成就他的野心！红尘看透，他才发现原来自己失去了很多最重要的东西，而此时，生命于他而言，也不过是秋风黄叶，无风自落，好一个潇洒了得！

红尘多可笑痴情最无聊目空一切也好此生未了心却已无所扰只想换得半世逍遥醒时对人笑梦中全忘掉叹天黑得太早来生难料爱恨一笔勾销对酒当歌我只愿开心到老风再冷不想逃花再美也不想要任我飘摇天越高心越小不问因果有多少独自醉倒今天哭明天笑不求有人能明了一身骄傲歌在唱舞在跳长夜漫漫不觉晓将快乐寻找如果有这样的洒脱伴我一世……不虚此生

antinomy

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 13:04:35 GMT

I always have an ambivalent feeling toward my life.

I like change s and hope that there is always difference.I can meet the challenges every day.I can do everything with abandon.I don't need to care about the bad thing of no account .But on the other hand,I have to do everything following the routine to make sure that my life is in prefect order.

I sometimes dream of standing on an absolute atitude to look through my life.But it always disappointing ,because they all have betrayed my will!

About future

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 13:35:30 GMT

I don't know if I have thought too much about my future. It seems to be far away from myself but sometimes it seems to be near.I just want to be busy with everything and just want to feel

substantiate.

I try to set up a aim to make me combat-worthy. At the same time,I'm not afraid of filling my life with pain,because I always believe that the life has something dark blue.The life like that is considered to be true.

Is there something wrong with my mind?NO, I know what I am doing ,what I have done and what I shall do tomorrow!